I don’t care

nothing is anything. to have these words sent to me has hollowed what I thought was empty:

“You have darkened my outlook on people. You have darkened my heart. I do wish I had never met you. You are a terrible person. This is goodbye. “

as much as I’ve been telling all that will hear—cries for help fall on dead ears. then the day will come and all those people will say”why didn’t she say anything?”

the lady friend who was giving me any shred of hope in humanity wrote that top quote.

I have been craving nothing but drugs for weeks. craving the drugs to stop myself from serious harm.

I have nothing left inside. cept the will to be gone.

“nothing can stop me now cos I don’t care anymore…”-nin